That is my life

‎"My life is full of stories. But it is not always as it seems. I am alone but never lonely. I hug a bloody cross in the night hour. That is my life."

thank you Justys Renegado

Your whisper

I know the pain in your heart remains
Blaming yourself for the love that didn't stay

Aching to say the words you didn't say

But my precious, please don't give yourself away

Hold on and wait; I'm making a way

good song

when words aren't enough

5minutes on is my favorite part

quotes

These are some quotes that have resounded with me lately..

"If you can't love me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best"

"Expectation is the root of most heartache."

"Unfortunately, sometimes the truth makes everything else a lie."

"Sometimes when you give up on someone, it's not because you don't care anymore but because you realize they don't."

"At the end of the day you can either focus on what's tearing you apart or what's keeping you together."

"The greatest challenge in life is to find someone who knows all your flaws, differences, and mistakes & yet still sees the best in you."

"If you're convinced you're not good enough, you'll have a hard time letting someone into your life that thinks you are."

"Love doesn't require you to be perfect but it does require you to forgive."

"When you like someone, you like them in spite of their faults.

When you love someone, you love them with their faults"

"We are not the same persons this year as last;

nor are those we love. It is a happy chance if we,
changing, continue to love a changed person"

"If you have reasons for loving someone,

then you are using your mind, but if you
love someone for no reason,
then you are using your heart"

"An act of love that fails is just as much a part of the

divine life as an act of love that succeeds, for love is
measured by fullness, not by reception"

"Patience with others is Love,

Patience with self is Hope,
Patience with God is Faith"

"Your love will never be pure unless you are free from resentment."

"Love is not losing freedom, it is sharing freedom with another.. freedom to be who they are with full acceptance"

"Lovers don't meet somewhere along the way, they're in one another's soul from the beginning"

"Love is not blind -- it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less"

"I must conquer my loneliness without anyone's help save God. I must be happy with myself or I have nothing to offer you. Two halves have little choice but to join; and yes, they do make a whole. But two wholes when they coincide... that is beauty. That is love..."

You knew me not

A sweet sadness in your eyes
With fire so bold and blue
like the sky, with rain so true

I’m drowning

This pain, don’t take it away
I want to feel it all
Leave me where I lay
This time I took the fall

Just what you wanted

Mere embers, aching to consume
Led to a brilliant flame, now gone from view
I can’t hold onto what I must lose
Even so, it will always be you

I’m growing cold

With Him and the world, go find your peace
But I won’t make the promises you couldn’t keep
Next time be careful of what you wish for
Add my heart to the others on the floor

Indistinguishable from the rest

Your voice echoes in my head
“I’ll love you till I’m dead”
Yet I’m left here bleeding
Groping for words without meaning

All of me wasn't enough

Your hand slipped out of mine to draw your line
Keeping away the one who sings the same song
Choking on expectations set too high
that guaranteed we’d never last too long

Staying happily miserable

The dread finds me in early morning
Next to me, your absence lies
Watching me fight tears of mourning
The love that left your eyes

Try to remember

The storm rushed in so soon
It was over before it could begin
Goodbye sweet sunset
Goodbye sweet love

You knew me not

bye for now

gonna take a break from blogging.

some things run too deep and are cheapened by words.