Closure

This past week I had off for vacation, and Marc and I took our first road trip together :) We went to Santa Cruz for the day, and I hadn't been back since I graduated from Bethany two years ago. I think it was just too painful for me since my last boyfriend had moved to Santa Cruz for a year to be with me, so everywhere there were memories ( mainly bad ones). Apart from those bad memories, I loved the town and the ocean. I wanted to make new memories and get freedom from the prison of those memories that held me back. What better way then to bring the real love of my life to Santa Cruz and make new memories?
At the end of the day, we drove through my old campus, Bethany University (which is now closed). It was so surreal. I saw 4 years of my life play out before me - good and bad memories - and said goodbye. It was a beautiful day..

Kara's 21st

Yesterday, my girl friends went to San Francisco for Kara's 21st. Apart from obnoxious, drunk fans that spilled drinks on us, elbowed us, stepped on us, and hit on us all game, it was fun haha. One guy even sat in my lap and I shoved him off of me. Seriously? Who does that to a stranger?? I know that the park makes a killing by selling alcohol, but at what price? People were getting ejected in the first inning! It makes it really hard to enjoy a game when there's rows of drunk people getting up and being distracting (example: another birthday girl flashing the crowd for attention) while you're trying to watch the game. Where's the class, giants fans? Come on now!

Ok, I'm done with my rant. It was really nice to be back where I was born.. almost therapeutic. I miss San Francisco :( Makes me think of the song by Tony Bennet, "I left my heart in San Francisco"..

Here are some pics:

Chick-fil-A

Great article!
Here is an excerpt:

“Are you saying that the Catholics are also unwelcome in Chicago because they don’t have Chicago values? That evangelicals aren’t welcome? That Muslims aren’t welcome? That Orthodox Jewish people are not welcome?

“That other persons who have religious beliefs that marriage is between a man and a woman don’t have Chicago values and therefore they are excluded from your community? Do you intend to discriminate against persons of faith? Do you intend to marginalize them? Are you becoming, in your view, intolerant of persons of religious faith?

Wood believes these are all important questions for the public square. As he sees it, the push to characterize anyone who has convictions about personal marriage as bigoted is itself bigotry on display."

http://www.charismanews.com/us/33867-assemblies-of-god-speaks-out-on-chick-fil-a-controversy

CA State Fair

I thought for sure I wasn't going to be able to go to the fair this year, but on the last day it was running I got to go with Tycee and her son, Peyton! And walking up to the ticket booth, a man handed us free tickets! Even though we only made it about 2 hours because of the heat and working out earlier that day, it was really fun. Here are some pics :)

Religion Aside

This is what we all looked like at 12 weeks in the womb.
Legal to kill in all 50 states.
If you still think it's just a "fetus" and not a baby, you're in denial. 

“He who denies that human life begins with conception does not need to contend with religion, but science. To deny this certainty of biology is not to express a lack of faith, but a lack of basic knowledge of human genetics, something that is even known by the general public.” 

- Ecuadorian Federation of Societies of Gynecology and Obstetrics

Just Because

So I'm going to update this just for the sake of updating it!

Hmm let's see.. I haven't seen Marc all week and miss him a LOT! I'm looking forward to spending time with him and his family in Stockton this weekend.

I'm finally able to put my contact in the first time! It usually was about a 20 minute struggle.. I only use one for my right eye for astigmatism. But now I'm used to it, and it's so nice not dealing with that awful headache every day!

I think I'm in danger of becoming more addicted to Instagram than I am to facebook @_@ You can follow me at "riajewel"!

I'm excited to celebrate Kara's birthday in San Francisco watching the Giants game next Wednesday! Should be fun :) I've missed San Francisco so much..

I'm kind of getting tired of doctors.. I have appointments with two specialists next week *sigh* but on the bright side, at least I'm finally taking care of things. That's mainly because of Marc noticing things I deal with on a daily basis and telling me to go take care of myself! He's such an amazing support. He doesn't make me feel silly and over dramatic on my bad days, but rather validates me and has compassion for what I'm going through. It's nice to have someone care that much about you.. I seriously HATE it when people fuss over me, health-wise. I'm the type that wants to put on a strong face and not let on that anything is wrong. But when it comes to Marc, I realized I had something in me deep down that longed to be taken care of by a man. It's definitely new for me, and I will never take that for granted!

I've finally started going to the gym with Tycee! Going again tomorrow.. It's painful, but I'm looking ahead towards the pay off! I really need to drop at least 10 pounds, hopefully 15. It's nice to have someone to work out with to keep me motivated!

Aannnnddd I think that's it for now :)

Duna Duna Duna Duna BATMAN!

     So Marc and I went on a double date last weekend and finally saw the new Batman movie. Even though it was completely irrational, I was kind of on edge in light of the Colorado shooting.. I was trying to imagine what it would be like to be one of the victims and trying to guess which part he came in on. I couldn't even imagine it without feeling sick to my stomach. Definitely keep the victims and their families in your prayers. James Holmes will receive his justice in this life or the next. Honestly, if he of all people doesn't get the death penalty, Colorado should do away with that law. If he doesn't deserve it, what must a person do in order to warrant that? I know this viewpoint is very unpopular, but I believe that if you live by the sword, you die by it. Yes, there is forgiveness for those who truly repent, but that doesn't mean you no longer pay the consequences. Capital punishment isn't retribution or even vengeance, it's justice. For example, the idea of a cold and calculated serial killer being allowed to live out a long life even in prison sickens me. That's not justice, that's a mockery to our judicial system and disrespect to victims and their families.
ANYWAY, back to the movie.

     Apart from some sorely cheesy lines, it was one of the best if not best superhero movies I've seen to date. It was surprisingly clean and had great action sequences. I loved the theme of redemption as well. Particularly, I was so enamored by the simple motif in the score that showed up throughout the whole movie. It sounded like my favorite movie composer, Hans Zimmer, but I wasn't sure. Sure enough, it was! He has been criticized for repeating lines over and over, but I think it's brilliant. It's like a character that shows it's face in strategic moments, reinforcing underlying themes and emotions. Sometimes, too complicated of a melodic line isn't appropriate. For this movie, Hans did it right by keeping it simple, haunting, and profound.